So this is just a random blog with just random thoughts and things going on in life.  First I'm sure people are wondering about my job.  The only thing I can say is the job wasn't safe and I had to quit having to ask a cop to come in my classroom was too much for me.  Also, coming home crying everyday wasn't working for me.  So I'm back to the drawing boards... so I'm just subbing until i can get a job plus it will get my name out there for a teaching position.  I've been going through this and its been soo hard!  I think I was just so excited then boom didn't work out just really sucked!  Plus the job market here is awful!!!!  Thank goodness for my supportative husband who keeps encouraging me when I get down.

Pensacola still hasn't grown on me yet but doesn't feel as weird.  I still miss Texas so much and my family.  But When I do go home it will mean even more!

I recently found a friend that I knew growing up.  She was like my best friend as a little girl.. Crazy how facebook can reconnect people.  It's also funny when you run back into old friends how much you see how much you have changed and grown! 

Sooo I've been watching glee... I'm really missing theatre these days...teaching it and doing it is a way different world.  I miss the people... I miss working with other artist!!! Ugh just so hard to put in words... But going to find a way to get back into it... Some people don't know but I also sing....ts a huge passion of mine.. thought of recording it then posting it see what people think...but I will see.....


OOOOOhh Zumba... so I was really scared to do zumba... Dancing infront of walls of mirrors and with military men in the background yeal sorry scary!!!  But I decided what the heck just do it!  So zumba was fun!  At the same time I felt sooo uncomfortable!!!  It made me realize how much I am not comfortable in my new body.... I think zumba will be good for me just for that sake ...just to help me with getting comfortable in my shell.  I think being so big for so long I guess thats why I'm not use to it.  But it was a lot of fun!  Also, the women were not judging me they were going through the same boat.  The funny thing is the whole time I was thinking that my husband would be soo fun to do this with... ha and I got Ryan to agree to do it with me!  What a great husband lol

So this is just a short random blog!  The end!